Truth and Prayer for Today

"The Lord is gracious and merciful, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love. The Lord is good to all, and his mercy is over all that he has made." - Psalm 145:8, 9

I am so grateful for a gracious and merciful Heavenly Father. Especially on days where I fail at those qualities repeatedly. Today was one of those days where every little thing was frustrating. (Thank you, PMS!) And when every little thing is frustrating and you're caring for a 2 1/2 year old, 1 1/2 year old, and 6 month old, it's NOT a good combination! Megan (2 1/2 years) trying to perfect her fake cry every five mintues. Lauren (1 1/2 years) throwing fits. Michael puking nonstop. Megan purposefully upsetting Lauren so Lauren will scream and get in trouble. Lauren screaming. Michael not sleeping. Megan 'mothering' her siblings a little too roughly resulting in three little people crying because they're either hurt or they don't like seeing a sibling hurt, and/or Mommy giving too much comfort-cuddle time to someone else even though they need Mama love, too. Needless to say, I lost it. More than once. A harsh "Stop!" stated, a rough hand grabbing a little arm to get their attention, and most likely quite the unloving look on my face when I confronted each situation with much too little grace.

Father God, please forgive my failures. I want to be like You, but I was a far cry from Your standard today. Please give me mercy, grace, patience, and love for my children, whom I cherish. Please let Your love shine through me so they know Your love, love that can only come from You. Physically, please help me to feel more balanced and calm. You are in control of every aspect of life and I cling to that truth today. Thank you for being gracious and merciful towards me when I clearly don't deserve it. Thank you for being patient with me. You are amazing God!

Do Everything

If you've been to my house, you know the danger that is cheerios on the floor. It's like they are plants that grow up through the hardwood floor. While out shopping, I heard a song over the radio that made me smile. I don't care for the melody, but I absolutely loved the first verse. "Do Everything" by Steven Curtis Chapman

You're picking up toys on the living room floor for the 15th time today

Matching up socks and sweeping up lost cheerios that got away

You put a baby on your hip, color on your lips and head out the door

While I may not know you I bet I know you wonder sometimes,

Does it matter at all?

Let me remind you it all matters just as long as you

Do everything you do to the glory of the One who made you

Cause He made you

To do every little thing that you do to bring a smile to His face

And tell the story of grace with every move that you make

In every little thing that you do

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Truth for Today

Discouraging Thought: Does God punish us?

Encouraging Truth: "The Lord is merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love. He will not always chide, nor will he keep his anger forever. He does not deal with us according to our sins, nor repay us according to our iniquities. For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is his steadfast love toward those who fear him" - Psalm 103:8 - 11

I worded my thought as a question because I've heard both sides of the arguement, and have often wondered myself if in fact God punishes us for our sins by allowing or even causing bad things to happen. Obviously, there will be consequenses for our actions, good and bad. But I'm talking about what you hear some people say about bad things that happen in someone's life, 'They must have done something wrong to derserve that!' I do believe God admonishes us and tries to show us our sins. But as far as 'bad things' such as accidents or tradgedies, these verses clearly point to God not punishing us. When you think about it, I guess it makes sense. He is our heavenly Father and loves us more than we could imagine. A loving father corrects and guides, but would never hurt or harm his children. He gives us far better than we deserve!

Truth for Today

Discouraging Thought: I fall short in the same way over and over.

Encouraging Truth: "For with the Lord there is steadfast love, and with him is plentiful
              redemption." - Psalm 130:7b

Loving Instruction: "I confess my iniquity; I am sorry for my sin." - Psalm 38:18

             "Are we to continue in sin that grace may abound? By no means! How can we who
              died to sin still live in it?" - Romans 6:1b, 2

Our Reward: "as far as the east is from the west, so far does he remove our transgressions
              from us." - Psalm 103:12

I fail every day in the same way I did the day before. Every day, I respond to my children impatiently and rashly. Temper tantrums, disobedience, whining, and sometimes my toddler just being a toddler are all things to which I can respond incorrectly. I want to respond correctly. I want to be patient, loving, and gentle at all times. But I fail. Almost every day. Some days it does seem easier to just give in and allow myself to respond incorrectly, knowing that I'm washed in the blood. But as Paul wrote in Romans 6, "by no means" am I to do that. And God "knows our frame; he remembers that we are dust." (Psalm 103:14) It is such a comfort that God knows we are going to continually fail, yet loves us just the same. Even more comforting is that He forgives our sin, forgetting it ever happened. Such a freeing truth!

Truth for Today

"The Lord upholds all who are falling and raises up all who are bowed down."

- Psalm 145:14

Frustration

Today was frustrating. Three little people trying to catch up on sleep and get back on their schedule from a long trip. At the height of frustration, the girls were begging to go outside. It was raining, but Michael was napping and the girls were driving me crazy, so I figured I'd strip them down to diapers, put them in their rubber water shoes and let them loose with the rain and puddles. However, on our way back to their room to get their shoes, Lauren threw a fit. A Lauren fit is one most haven't experienced. Flying out of my arms, back arched, ear piercing shrieks, locked legs kicking the floor. One of the most infuriating things as a parent is trying to explain to your children that they will be getting good things. They just have to wait. She wanted to go outside. I was taking her outside. All we had to do was get shoes on. Then God smiled and said, 'Don't you see?'

I throw spiritual fits. I throw myself on the floor shrieking 'Why is money so tight? Why hasn't my husband gotten the promotion he was supposed to get months ago? Why did you give us our children this close together? Couldn't you have spaced them out like we wanted? Why can't I stop getting so frustrated? Why can't we be where we would like? Why can't I go outside?'

'My precious child, I am taking you outside. But first we have to walk to the back and put your shoes on.'

Somtimes I forget that God has a specific purpose for my life today. Most times I think if only we could get to where God wants us to minister (Mike as a pastor), it will be good. I forget that I am to minister today. Where I am. Where God has me right now. And today, He has me here. Maybe we're still in the hallway, maybe He's putting my shoes on, or maybe we're almost to the door. But wherever I am, and whatever I am doing, He is teaching me, molding me. Because He knows that maybe I'm just not ready to go outside yet.

"For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven."
- Ecclesiastes 3:1

Today's Prayer

Dear Jesus, today was rough. It has left me physically, emotionally, and mentally exhausted. My big girl refused to share anything with her little sister and wanted to be carried all day. My little girl acted like it was her job to test Mommy and see how many no-no's she could get into. She screamed, threw fits, and kicked her therapist during her therapy session which had to be rescheduled. My baby boy puked all day and didn't want to be put down. I am still recovering from driving through the night to get home from a wedding, and when I stepped on the scale this morning I realized I am officially pre-pregnancy weight. While this sounds wonderful, my clothes are no where near to fitting, even the ones I was in after my second pregnancy. I failed miserably at being meek, gentle, and loving. Thank you for forgiving me and washing me clean. Lord Jesus, I needed you today. And You were there. Just like You promise. I heard You when Megan comforted her brother in her sweet voice, "What's wong Michael? It's okee, Michael." I saw You when Lauren ate a hot dog for the first time (right after leaving the therapy session for her eating skills). I felt You while cradling my sleepy, smiling baby, remembering what a blessing You have given us in this little boy. I heard You in giggles between sisters, sharing secrets in their own language I will never know. I felt You when both girls asked for hugs at bedtime and started patting my back. Thank you for the very good, little things that saw me through the day.

"Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights with whom there is no variation or shadow due to change." - James 1:17

Truth for Today

Discouraging Thought: My mind can not be still.

Encouraging Truth: "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you" - John 14:27a

Loving Instruction: "Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid." - John 14:27b

Our Reward: "The Lord gives strength to his people; the Lord blesses his people with peace!" - Psalms 29:11

My mind is always busy. Thinking on the events of the day, what I didn't get done, what has to have top priority the next day, the number in the checkbook, the number of bills to pay, what needs to be added to the grocery list. Most times, I don't worry about these things, just mull them over in my brain, trying to gain as much control over my life as possible (that's a different post). I don't think that this is a sin, but it definitely is not beneficial. Tomorrow will take care of itself, God will provide, and it really doesn't matter if my house is spotless. I need rest, and I need peace. Tonight, I pray for peace!

Truth for Today

Discouraging Thought: I am fat and ugly.

Loving Instruction: "I praise you . . . " - Psalm 139:14a

Encouraging Truth: " . . . for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well." - Psalm 139:14b

In college, I was told by a pastor's wife that you should be able to stand in front of the mirror and quote Psalm 139:14. That was very weird for me to hear, really wondering why she would tell me that. Now I know. When I look in the mirror, I see lots of saggy skin covered with stretch marks, wide hips, acne, and dry, frizzy hair. Thankfully, I can hide most of those even though they bother me terribly some days. However, I do realize the importance of not putting too much emphasis on trying to acheive my pre-baby body. It is quite the miracle for our female bodies to create, grow, deliver, and feed another human being. So even though I don't particularly love the changes having children has caused, I don't resent them. I am fearfully and wonderfully made.

"For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother's womb. . . . Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there were none of them." - Psalm 139:13, 16

Today's Prayer

"O Lord, our Lord, how majestic is your name in all the earth! You have set your glory above the heavens. When I look at your heavens, the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars, which you have set in place, what is man that you are mindful of him, and the son of man that you care for him? Yet you have made him a little lower than the heavenly beings and crowned him with glory and honor. O Lord, our Lord, how majestic is your name in all the earth!" - Psalm 8:1, 3-5, 9

Why

Just a couple days ago a friend shared this blog post through facebook. Reading it was like reading my own mind as to why I started this blog. (He just expresses it better than I ever could.) It's so sad that many Christians feel the need to pretend they don't have problems, "pasts", or struggles. If we were all honest, we would realize that we are hurting, we are all searching for answers, and that all of need Jesus. Such a good read!

http://www.jonacuff.com/blog/4-words-i-say-when-i-fail/

Change

I had a good laugh at myself on the way to Wal-Mart tonight. As I went to scratch my neck and realized dried yogurt on my neck and hair was to blame for the itch, I realized that I also had yogurt on my left pant leg, spit up on my right pant leg, and snot on my shirt. My hair was thrown in a ponytail, bangs clipped back while wisps stuck out at every direction. Why did I laugh? Oh, just because three years ago, I wouldn't have left the house without my hair, makeup, and outfit being done just so. Yes, children change things just a bit!

Skinny Thighs Can Kill

"Danish scientists found that women with skinny thighs had a higher risk of heart disease and premature death than those with meatier ones." - Parenting July 2012

Maybe this means I'll live forever!

Today's Prayer

"Blessed are you, O Lord, the God of Israel our father, forever and ever. Yours, O Lord, is the greatness and the power and the glory and the victory and the majesty, for all that is in the heavens and in the earth is yours. Yours is the kingdom, O Lord, and you are exalted as head above all. Both riches and honor come from you, and you rule over all. In your hand are power and might, and in your hand it is to make great and to give strength to all. And now we thank you, our God, and praise your glorious name." - I Chronicles 29:10b - 13